Still Working on Motivation

So, my week has not gone so well although I am counting points. I have been eating a lot more fruits, and consuming the groceries I bought rather than letting them get old and moldy. I seem to eat a lot more when I eat more fruits, so I get really hungry when I get home and overeat :-(

This evening if the first evening I have had free all week, so I am going to do my long list of crap to do, the first one being : GO TO THE GYM

I have feared setting foot on the scale, but I foresee it might be a motivational tool for me. This may be TMI, but I have to ask - Does sitting on the toilet make anyone else feel more overweight?

Does anyone have ideas for motivation that is not damaging to self?
Ellen - thanks so much for giving me feedback! I was afraid I would sound like a whiner. And, congrats on the loss!! Every bit counts and trust me, after losing 20 lbs last years it does add up.